Yesterday met up with ex colleagues from blood bank.. had dinner together.. felt left out when they started talking so i left.. Maybe i shouldnt have gone out with them.. I HATE the feeling of being left out.. Haha.. but received good comments tat i looked prettier now.. and one Doctor even commented that "U SHRANK!!" i was like hmmm.. ya...

Lol.. Yesterday as i walked from the restaurant to the mrt station and then on my way home, i never felt lonelier in my whole entire life.. so i decided maybe it was time to call some people from my phone book.. So i scan my phone book.. and wow.. quite a few numbers but evry few to call.. Haix.. I HATE tat feeling.. Luckily i found one buddy tat could talk to me.. U know the feeling of growing up isnt really nice.. Since young, i wanted to quickly grow up, and yet after growing up i dun feel like growing up and even want to return to the past.. As u grow older, yr friends, soulmate decreases.. Well, for sure i have one soulmate.. Sometimes i really get angry at him for not answering my phonecall, but when we start to talk its like sooo fun... Thank GOD for him.. at least he could accompany me on my journey back home.. Hahah.. Wat to do without u huh?!?!~~ lol.. I think only u can tolerate my nonsense ba.. haha.. wat to do u say tat u are my shadow ma.. so shadows should follow the owner forever right.. lol.. If only u came in the shape of my ideal guy and not be so attitude at times.. Haha.. maybe we would have made a great pair.. lol..

But i guess there's a reason why u dun come in the shape of my ideal guy, cos in relationships anything can happen, best friends turn to foes.. at least by being wat and who u are now, just gives me the assurance tat whatever happens, u will be there for me right??.. Well, one things' for sure u are the only one tat i can throw my tantrums at.. muhahaha.. sounds evil but U R the one.. lol...